i never wanted to be your dancing shoes;
i just wanted you to love me

1:50 a.m. | 2003-08-01
Afterthoughts

I didn't do anything. I swear. In fact, when he put his hand on my stomach the first time, I said no, the second time I said, I'm not joking, and the third time I moved it off. Good thing my original intent backfired. At first I had wanted him to keep doing it, to pressure, but he didn't, because I said no, and I guess it worked out for me in the long run, it's the best thing, right?

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